In Between Days

Friday.

We had to stay in because they were coming to check the heating and boilers. So we had a nice chilled morning once we were up. Sue and Pete came over ( Sue had got us some broad beans from Tesco and some pistachio cream for Kev) and also the jumper that she had put a collar on for me... It was lovely to see them, and they didn't leave empty handed either as we had a few bits and bobs for her too... 

They didn't come until 4.45pm to check the heating and by then Kev lost his temper with them as they cancelled the week before only to leave it until the last moment this week and because we'd waited for them we had only snacked for lunch and he had, thinking they wouldn't come,  put our dinner on. So he told them to arrange another time. Don't think they were too pleased, but like Kev said, that's two Fridays we've wasted waiting for them to turn up, they can wait until it suits us now.

Saturday. 

Not a bad day, busy at the start, I think folk were trying to avoid the rain, which did come, but not the deluge they predicted. All the usual customers came in, Tony who seems less forlorn, slowly getting his stuff back together. I know its early doors, and I know he must have bad days, but you can see improvements. He looks clean and tidy. Margaret came just before I went for break. 

No news on the job front as yet, I still have my final interview to come, but now at least, I've made a decision, as all this worry has affected my mental health,making me  withdrawn and miserable. This can't continue, so a solution had to be reached before I break. I know the signs of living on adrenaline and in constant worry on me now, and know what I need to do to change that. Thankfully I have Kev's full support, as always he is my rock. Other people come and go in my life, but he is my constant. I'm not saying we are the perfect couple, we argue and we both exasperate each other, like everyone, but when the chips are down he is there in my corner, and for that I am forever grateful. 

Okay Sadie, you can put that sick bucket away now! Lol...