To get our steps in we walked down to the village and I called into the doctors to pick-up a sample pot as I have a diabetic m.o.t at the end of the month.
We went round Heron, and had a coffee in Streza. Then down to Sainsbury's before getting a bus back home.
Once back, We watched some YouTube, checking out a couple of videos on Chester as we are thinking of having a trip there in the new year.
It's a year ago today since we were in Disney. It's also a year since I made to decision to walk away from work. I was terrified of doing it but could see no other option. 45 years and they put me in a position of having no other choice. Never mind, it is harder now, money wise, especially as Kev is now retired, but I've never been happier. That burden of getting buses ( which would be a living hell given the situation right now) and travelling halfway across the city even for two days a week would drive us both mental.
They say things happen for a reason. In retrospect, it was probably the best thing to do.
That holiday put a lot of things into perspective. It was a turning point in a few things. My health, diet, and fitness, and my mental health. I've stopped setting my self on fire to keep others warm. I'm not doing things because they are expected of me. If people don't like me because of that, then they don't have to be in my orbit. I would sooner be on my own than be alone in a crowd. I am nobody's second choice, I will gladly spend time with those that want to, but I won't beg someone to stay. If that makes me selfish, so be it.
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